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It's a Wednesday, everyone! I was going to type "happy" but what's "happy" about forcing yourself to work petty, meaningless jobs because otherwise you wont be able to live on the most basic level? Why does it feel like I'm the only one (relative to the people I work with) who genuine despise bullshit work and wasting my time. Everyone is like hurr durr such is life, and just keep going and complain of course but just accept it. It's not even a learned helplessness type of acceptance, it's a total compliance to "people work to live. you don't work to live, you don't deserve to live" mentality almost. I'm the lazy sack of shit because I think it's POINTLESS to be a paid body for 8hrs a day. I pretend to work for roughly 7 and a half hours, the other 30 mins is all it takes to complete what I need to do. And sure, I don't go out of my way to beg for work, so I evidentally come across as someone who doesn't care about their job beyond a baseline level (which is true, albeit I care even less than they probably assume lole). So why would they give me work when I take my time and obvoiusly don't care? I get it, It's a double-edged sword.. I was disrespected the first week I started (two years ago) which set the tone for me, and bullshit continued to follow, so I just stopped caring. Anyway, long rant when all I'm saying is: Fuck working to survive, it is such a crime against hummanity to commidify life they way humans have.

I'm glad I'm friendly with the IT department and that they'll never care about the shit that I do, because I can keep wasting the company's time on the World Wide Web! And as of yesterday I have privacy film on my monitors, so I can bullshit even MORE! Oh happy day! xP

I started typing this an hour ago, but was actually getting pulled up from my desk that I wasn't able to finish it until now! I guess that means duty calls.. plus, my lunch break is in about 15 mins. Yahooo!! Only three more hours to gooooooooooo!!~