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There's still so much more to be done, but the next step I needed to take was in regards to this here deviantART! The main chunk of work has been done, and now I'm allowing myself to fill out the corners! I've updated the art side with two new additions: my PNGtuber model, Nottie, who I plan to stream with [NO, not under earedworm I'm afraid!]. I've also added a WIP of Tomoyo from Cardcaptor Sakura that really is more of a megaWIP than a simple little WIP. But I have genuinely nothing else to display because I didn't draw an actual piece of art all gotdamn year Just endless, and I mean endless, doodle.psds, so it'll have to do[oodle]!

Site updates aside & to begin this diatribe like those that came before, there's not a single thing happening in my life that's worth writing about! All of it feels naval-gazing, and for what? For whom? Ugh, most of the time I hate talking about myself; my thought vomit means nothing and not that everything must mean something, but truthfully it should be at least a little bit worthy of recording at all. But as shown in many of my other journals, I am an oscillating thinker! I say all this as if it matters, I'm still taking the time to indulge in my own nothingness. How hypocritical! I may as well carry on and say all the meaningless things I want to say. U brain ! *envisions all of this was written on a white board and I am erasing it with a nice, clean eraser*

*clears throat* I've been playing Expedition 33 and I'm definitely enjoying it, I have some theories that I think are half-right so I'm looking forward to jerking myself off mentally when they come true. And presenting myself [to myself] as dignified when I'm wrong [ey, it's a means t'cope]. The soundtrack is great and really reminds me of NieR: Automata, which if I'm honest with myself is probably my favorite game OST of all time. For example, this hits you right in the heart!
I've also been active on retail Neopets, mainly completing my dailies but also playing games, collecting items for my gallery, trying to get avatars... All the fun things one would do on Neopets! P: My current goals are to get a Varwolf [I have a Putrid Pumpkin [[which I bought at fucking like 200k like a retard when the miniplot dropped, because it's like 2k last I checked]] but need the other two still. I'll never get them lmfao] and get that ADORABLE Alien Aisha avatar:

<-- I mean.. Look at it!! I will also never get this lmfao.



Offline, I've been reading the most I have in a decade, embarrassingly. Not nearly as quickly or frequently as I'd like but it's happening at all and that's a positive. I've also been attempting to record music again and failing like I do with everything else I try but it is what it is keep chugging on amirite! but it'll all look up...! . I think I'd thrive much more in an environment where I can bounce ideas off of other people vs just myself and what I already know and am conceiving of. I check the Musicians tab on Craigslist quite frequently, and despite living in a large city, there aren't really any posts looking to create the sounds I'd like to create. And yes, I know, #bethechangeyouwanttosee, I've tried that, and for some reason every single post I try to make gets banned. And I've given up figuring out why. I guess all I can do is keep lurking...

Blah blah blah blah blah. Blabbering done.